Thursday, September 15, 2005
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9/15/2005 11:31:00 PM
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the most complicated word in the dictionary is neither the longest, nor the most unpronouncable... instead, it's a simple five lettered, one syllabled word... and that word is
TRUST
often, this word may seem very deceiving.. and to trust one may lead to ur potential doom... i speak from experience... seeing as i cant seem to trust anyone... i dunno... it seems i m too gullible and think that ppl would keep wateva i told them confidential instead of proclaimin to the world... i trusted u.. u betrayed my trust.. but, in spite of that, i noe i will still trust again.. not u perhaps, but maybe someone else.... and hey! the whole cycle may begin again!!!! wowie!!!! y is the world like this??? wouldn't i be easier if everyone were jus trustworthy? this simple word has complicated my life entirely... n i feel like i erasing it from the dictionaries all over the world.. but it's not possible issit? :s well.. i'll jus have to live with it and learn from my mistakes and lessons.......
one gal i NOE i can truly trust though.... Hui Leng.. Thank you oh SO very very much honey... ppl, wanna noe wat she did? she stayed out til 11+ with me to help me with my chinese hw as she knew if i didn't hand it in i would get a zero for orals.. she laboriously scanned words n meanings and explained them to the idiot me.. was with me all the way through.. i'm so thankful to have a fren like her... even though she had TONS of hw, she helped me.. an absolute true fren and i wan u to noe, hui leng, that whenever you need help, jus come and look for me... :) love u soo much for bein SUCH a great fren throughout the years... n Thank God for giving her to me! for that i m truly grateful.. :D thanx leng!!!!!
shows, that somewhere amongst the fake crowd, there are true ppl out dere.. they're jus much much harder to find.. which makes me treasure all my true frens.. wat i did to deserve u, i dunno.. but i'm grateful nonetheless..
i noe.. seem so emotional today... i'm tired of this fake world.. trust has been left out of my dictionary for quite a few.. pls dun make me lose hope in the word!!!